I recently heard from a childhood friend that he had contributed a chapter in a book about life in fundamentalist Christian churches from the perspective of individuals who have 'left the fold' of those churches. In the book Leaving Fundamentalism contributors write personal accounts about their experiences with conservative fundamentalist Christianity, either as members of the church, or as outsiders. Jacob Shelley, my friend who contributed a chapter (Life Stages), discusses his youth in the same Canadian pentecostal denomination that I was raised in. I thought he did a great job describing the thought processes and anxiety experienced by a thoughtful young person who is attempting to live a godly life according to the doctrines of the pentecostal church. However, these efforts only lead to a massive guilt complex, fear, and feelings of inadequacy due to his wavering belief in the propositions that are central to the faith of his upbringing. He explores the process of overcoming these conditioned responses in order to achieve intellectual independence and a more mature and dynamic theological understanding.